Sunday, 28 August 2016

28 August, 2016

even after sleeping late i woke up around 6:30 am nd this quality or habit I like about myself that I am habitual of waking up early in morning even if I sleep late...
as I wake up It was new morning in new place with new suurounding nd I a new person in this new way of living..
i used to listen music as I wake up but was not able to do so.... since it will distrub family members nd it just the way it not regurally happens at home....
but here I can do that.... yeah ..
It make me feel realxed to do what my heart what my action to do
so morning started with music in ear nd just relaxing on the bed.....
soon after some time the room sweeper came in ... nd I made him clean the room so that it look neat and clean... nd with this I also feel a person who start taking care of myself by my own self...
till that time my roommate suraj has wake up... nd we together done some exercise ...nd soon after that Our frnds from another room arrived nd the again a place of club has been setup....
but since I have a habit of taking bath nd used to get ready early.... I took a side fron that chit chat nd started to get ready for the day.....
I start managing all my staff for bath nd wash my clothes by myself which generally my mom used to do at home..... this small things day by day making me feel nd belive that I am preparing for that future where I should learn to independent nd do doing by my own.....
after all that I systematically arrange my cupboard. .. nd started getting dressed up.
in addtion to that I clean bathrrom floor to make it proper for bath since being a PG itcan't be five star ...
we need to do things by our own too..
plus I hade make a temporary arrangement  to dry the washed clothes in the balcany by some steel pipes.  
after doing all this thing I feel I have being dealing with the stiuation nd learning to be self dependent. ...
a great feeling one can have...
soon after that frnds from oppsite room start to leave to get fresh too ...
after they leave... i and suraj started to make our plans for how we goona start studing nd on what time.... so that we will not distrubed by our fellow frnds....
after that disscussion a plan is set which will be implemented tommorow. .
Then with being focus I started searching how to prepare fore GATE exam...After some research on that I feel good that still I am focus of doing for which I came here...
soon after some time we went to our frnds room to use the service of wifi on PG since our room doesnt get wifi signal....
there also I get focused and search about gate app..... nd started working on them.
after spending half hour on that we move to mess to take our breakfast.....
I am getting used to eat more then I usually eat. .. 
after that I have a plan to take my frnds to my realtives  ....so for that we get dressed up nd soon leaved the PG..
with asking direction from my uncle on phone we manage to reach my uncle home. .
where we spent around 4 hours chit chatting with reatives nd my frnd are also part of that chit chat .... then having the lunch which we did even after our stomach is filled with morning breakfast because saying no to relatives who prepare food for us is not what heart allows   ....
then after that time spend nd we decided to leave for our Pg with taking blessing from relatives. ..

as we reached PG... we stuck to Wi-Fi nd time flew like anything nd all that focus was just throw away.....

but with the feeling that we have a plan to follow tommorow I make myself motivated that tommorow is day from which first studies  will be given time nd importance then others things...

then around 12:00 at night or I can say just the day is about to start I and suraj came to our room ...

while watching movie suraj went to sleep nd I using this freedom to enjoy my hobby I started writing....

so I better sleep now because the plan Is to start from moring nd its been 1:00 am already ...

I hope tommorow will bring satisfactionction to my heart nd mind

-- Prateek Kumar agarwal ( thats me ;-) )

27 august , 2016

Today  is not yet started or I can say yesterday was not over yet..... I have been travelling from kathgodam ( my home ) to dehradun for 2 months PDP sessions...

For the first time I am travilling this long journey in train in night time with freinds. nd even in general compartment which has a too much rush of people .. too much experience at a same time... great
travelling with frnds makes the journey in Its own way  a rememberable moment .

as the journey continue and the night getting more nd more dark nd reaching towards its bright end....

we four frnds laugh a lot while cracking joke on each other nd in addtion eating one another lunch which we get packed for our journey.... nd the way that lunch get distributed is really make it fun to eat...
nd with all that fun nd experience and a feeling of maturity comes in becouse I feel I have been responsible nd taken care of myself till our destination is reached....
then as we come out of the station all that maturity goes to that dustbin nearby. ..
because we  know where we need to go.... but how we goone be there no one knows..
then going after some wrong direction we manage to reach where we need all lungage to be kept..... so that we can start our search for room or PG where we were going to spend our 2 months....
Then during this room finding process I again get that feeling of maturity....because dealing with people for rent nd after going from one place to another , finding a confront place , dealing with people is not a EASY THING TO DO... I tell you....
we successfully manage to get our self a PG....
all this process make us really tired nd in addtion to that I feel like I had a fever. ... so after having  medicine I took a long nap.... which removed all my tiredness nd that fever too...

then I decided to arrange myself nd all my thing in the room....
nd start chit chat with my roomate suraj... my great frnd of college life......
we feel fun nd comfortable around each other nd that the bond two good frnd should share......
time pass the way it pass nd the time came to be in bed.... suraj went to sleep as he hit the bed...  
but I with this freedom cant sleep this early .  .....  so after watching some knowledge vedio nd lectures vedios...  i retreat nd after a long time I feel I can do what  I feel like to do..........
so around 2 morning I finished writing all this.....
nd feel relaxed because it feel good when u can do what u want nd whenver u want without any hesitation or restrictions to yourself......
its being a great  day nd its time for my sleep too.....

-- Prateek Kumar agarwal ( thats me ;-) )

Tuesday, 19 July 2016

Random thoughts ( 10 )

If you are irritated by every rub , how will your mirror be polished?

-- Rumi ( Thirteen century Pesian poet )

Inspiring lines ( 2 )

Where there is righteousness in the heart,
There is beauty in the character,
Where there is beauty in the character,
There is harmony in the home,
Where there is harmony in the home,
There is order in the nation,
Where there is order in the nation,
There is peace in the world.

--A.P.J. Abdul Kalam ( 11th President of India )

Monday, 18 July 2016

Inspiring lines ( 1 )

when there is faith, there is love
when there is love , there is peace
when there is peace , there is god
when there is god , there is no need

-- Leo tolstoy ( the kingdom of god is within you )

Thursday, 23 June 2016

happy birthday pawan

sometimes frnds dont find time to talk , don't have ocassion to meet , dont get their path crossed becoz life take them in different paths....

 but If found each other present in the time of need and help thats what matter becoz it keep that bond always there to make us remember our frndships..

and thats all what matters\


wish u avery happy birthday bro

Sunday, 19 June 2016

Happy Father's day

The word FATHER..... itself holds various emotion nd feeling...
whenever the thought of need  , a thought of guidance , a thought of make a path clear or  thought of fear  .... whenever all these or many other thoughts or moments came in life where we need that someone who just  scold us to show us our mistake .... to make us prepare for the real world so we can take the right step in every moment of life .....

even if they dont show us but we find their support nd their blessing with us in  that every thought nd moments..

thanks for that scolding nd care for my every step...

thanks for being their

happy fathers day DAD

-- Prateek Kumar agarwal ( thats me ;-) )

Wednesday, 15 June 2016

Random thought ( 9 )

Do thing differently not as other people do it , do not follow anyone but make people follow u, do whatever u want to do not like as i describing it....
thats the way to live as u like nd always live as u want to live ur own life

-- Prateek Kumar agarwal ( thats me ;-) )

Monday, 9 May 2016

Random thought ( 8 )

Count your age by friends, Not Years ,
Count your life by Smiles, Not tears

-- Gautam Gulati ( Actor )

Learn from everything

learn from day to day life. ...

in each nd everyday passing day , in each nd every passing hour , in each nd every passing sec  .... we come in contact with so many things , so many people , so many ups nd downs ....

but we never realize why they happen or even sometime we ignore them or they just get passed without us noticing them.
they all come nd go to make us learn , to make us teach , to make us realize .... what benefit we take from all those people , from all those ups nd down ......

stop for a sec nd observe situation around u , observe things going around u , observe people around u ....
nd now when u stop nd observe , it depend on u how u want to learn or what u want to learn. ..
for example if u show a person smoking , it depend on u to learn that it will dangerous on the long run of life or u want to learn that it will make away the temporay problem of ur life ( which also not even for few days....)

it depend on u how u take a breakup with ur love one  as.....u can learn as it a experience to avoid mistak u made in this realtion or may be u dont  learn anythings and continue nd repeat the same mistak again or make urself pity ......

even if there are bad time of life , just think why its is happening to me , then say to urself maybe becoz so I can learn something from It nd in future if I come across this type of problem again I will already be ready with a sloution of that ( yeah think like that , be postive ).....

everthing that happen with us in life come Is to teach us something that what experience is defined as.....

there are many day to day examples I can put but I want u to realize what u learn from all around u....
nd try to learn postive nd accept everything as a learner .... dont think that person in smaller in age in us or he doesnt have claas to tell us something..... no dont do that .....

just observe them nd listen or see what all around u is happening nd try to gain
from every bit of moment u live nd experience even if its a bad or good part of life....

just dont miss the opportunity to learn ....

-- Prateek Kumar agarwal ( thats me ;-) )

Happy mothers day


"Mother" the word itself define all the emotion one can feel about love nd care a person can show nd give...  happy mothers day... MOM 

Wednesday, 4 May 2016

Don't ignore

》 I found one of my classmate is feeling low becoz of the comments made by other classmates. ..

after the class I saw him not coming out of the class , I even ask him to come with us bro but he refuses by saying that he will be out in few min , so I leaved but when I was going I found he is in no mood to come out ,
I don't know but I suddenly go again in class nd with tone of ordering him I said  to just come out with us nd dont listen to what other said...
he was not convinced nd kept on saying that he need to complete the work , but his face can tell me that what I was telling him he excatly feel that. ...
so I grab his copy nd stop him whatever he is doing nd make him leave the class with us...
I feel great about this becoz even we r not that best frnd but I perfectly done what a normal frnds should do....nd I didn't ingore a person in problem but I manage myself to help him even by littile......

-- Prateek Kumar agarwal ( thats me ;-) )

Monday, 2 May 2016

Dream my dad see for me

I am currently pursuing my btech nd till now I haven't realize what my dad is going through to let me study ...

now when I realize , I know its late ( but not too much )...

I can still cover up what he want me to be....
...

below what I have written will make me realize how much he had spend on me in this btech journey....nd it will give me motivation nd inspiration nd focus on my goal.....

total amount of btech fee
457060 ( four lakh fifty seven thousand sixty rupees)

total bus fee
72000 ( seventy two thousand )

all other expenses to max
100000 ( one lakh approx )

total expenses
629060 ( six lakh twenty nine thousand sixty approx)

nd what I given ....
nothing
nil ( zero ).....

but I still can by ...

hardwork in studies nd be focus in what my ulimate goal is.( to get success nd yes a very good bank balance )

they don't want there money back , they just want to see that they had made there son something in life.....

nd just want me to earn good so I will survive or live better in this real world with respect.

nd for a person who earn only 8500 ( eight thousand five hundred rupess ) per month only as his salary , is a very big dream to see nd even he is not seeing it for himself but for me ( yeah that person is my dad )...

nd I  want there this dream come true .....

nd I will fullfil this dream nd all his dream too which he saw for himself too...

-- Prateek Kumar agarwal ( thats me ;-) )

Sunday, 1 May 2016

WE JUST WANT SOMEONE TO LISTEN

just want someone to listen

just want someone to be there

there is no person in this entire world who doesn't got any problem or any sort of  pain in their life......

everyday I came in contact with so many people nd everyone is busy with their life , there problem , their pain , their moment of happiness , their moments of joy ( I am writing moments In all good things becoz for how long happiness is with us it doesn't count when we feel pain in life nd all this happeniess seem to some moments of our life which doesn't last long )

even if we are surrounded by a lot of people or frnds around we feel no one is there nd we start searching for the one to whom we can just tell all what inside ( or we start searching any medium through which It can leave our heart nd mind , nd we JUST WANT SOMEONE TO BE THERE )....

I personally want to be that someone in their life who just want to take it out.....
I maybe not able to solve or understand what there pain is , what there problem is , what there fear is , but I will be  that someone whom they can tell nd just take out all that thing nd make them realize that u r not alone in it ....

but now I also know whats going maybe I doesn't feel what excatly u feel but I will be that container in which u can put all that nd feel relax nd I will try to found a solution of that....

Maybe sometimes I also feel low nd I doesn't listen your problem, ur  thoughts , ur pain or anything you want to share ......

don't feel bad about but feel great that the person who listen to us Is also not perfect nd he also goes to all that problem , pain , suffering in his life...

this make u realize that maybe now I can be that container for him nd this is where everything comes to an end which I desire or the beginning which I want....

by end I mean I found someone who has done the same dare nd maybe understand why I do that ( why I do that I will explain later )....

nd by begining I mean maybe u will understand that u r not alone , u r not the only one whose life Is going through bad phase ... nd really it make us haapy when we not alone ( it doesn't mean that we are happy to see other sad ).....

now what I said earlier that why I do that ( mean why I want to be that container of someone pain , problem , thoughts , moments of happiness nd joy ) .....
this is all becoz I have intention of selfish there .....

yeah I am selfish by doing that ....

I feel that maybe solving others pain or problem i can also get solution of my problems or maybe I can get solution for someone else in someone problem.....

yeah becoz sometime problem maybe different but solution can be same ...

becoz everyone has solution of their own problem ( yeah I really mean that )....
everyone has solution of their own problem but we don't accept it by ourself ( yeah bloody human nature )...

but we accept it by the other person.. becoz It make us realize that other person is understanding us nd we start feeling comfort so when the same solution we have , we get from other we accept  that becoz it make us  feel that yeah this  person really understand it ( becoz that person is telling u the same solution u already have )....

so that the reason of my selfishness nd I doesn't feel bad being selfish in this....

thats why WE JUST WANT SOMEONE TO LISTEN

-- Prateek Kumar agarwal ( thats me ;-) )

Wednesday, 27 April 2016

can't she her go

I am sitting on class with rest of my classmates nd yes she is also there ..  .

as the time for break come I just put my head down on desk nd teacher start taking attendance and after that the teacher leave the class and the students too started leaving class becoz it is break time...... but I am sitting on my sit my head down nd suddenly when I move my head up to see whether all the students leave , I see her coming towards me....I dont know how she understand that , but whatever make her do that make me feel good ..

there was so many things or I can say so much to say which I think if I got a couple of hours or infinite time this never goona end becoz I know one thing lead to other nd it contiue nd time will never be sufficient. .....

so where was I .... yes ......

she was there and just came nd sit next to me .... she doesn't speak nd so do I ( but there was a lot talk going on my mind) ... I am just watching her sit nxt to me nd in one moment she saw me nd make her eyebrow up ( a gesture to ask what ) .. i have so much to say but i just want her to do the talking nd just want to listen  (though maybe I will not focus on her words but only on her voice )   becoz I just need that wave that just came from her becoz it make me comfortable... ( yeah that's all I need) ... she understand that nd break the silence nd start talking.....

after some min she saw I am just listening ( but in my eye she can see that I am not at all interested in her words ) ..... she just slap on my hand to wake me up ( or maybe she just like what I am doing becoz there is a simile on her face while she does that ) .....

Then  I break my silence becoz I remember something .....

I said to her go to hostel nd eat ur medicine ( she Is having , in just simple way fever)..... ( although I am not happy by saying that nd I start hoping to get  rxn in which she also dont want to go but I can't ignore something like that ..... but I want her to come as soon as she can)

she stand up nd started leaving .... ( but my mind doesn't understand that nd make me feel worse why u said her to leave..)

with every step she take to go out of class my mind made me feel worse nd worse..

Then I don't know what make me shout her name  ( I think I just CANT SHE HER GO)

I shout her name in a gentel way nd she take a about turn nd saw me ...

she I think understand that I don't want her to leave ( or maybe what my mind want from her to do...... it happen like that , sometime we just want that other person should do something  or understand which we don't want to say but want it to be happen , ) . so she stop but within few seconds of seeing her i make her a gesture of hand to leave becoz what i want is acheive ( to see her before leaving nd to make my mind satisfy which is already given me so much to see her go) ...

After that I put my head down nd just sit nd continue my sleep ( or maybe dream or thoughts ) ....... :-)  :-)  :-)

-- Prateek Kumar agarwal ( thats me ;-) )

Wednesday, 20 April 2016

I don't know why

In day to day life  There are lot of things we want to say , there a lot of things we want that other person should knw or feel about but circumstances or the reply we want cant be always what we expected. .. nd this is all what make  a difference on what we think nd due to that many things left remain unsiad.....

the same happen with me too currently there is a lot of things I am thinking aboutthat tommorow I will say ,I will say that nd if she reply the way I excepted ( or mind excepted) .. thats all my dreamy thinking....
so here it goona be started ( I am telling what will be happen in future tommorow that my mind is making ) ......

I think we will not get time or chnce to talk till our break after 2 lecture of morning nd till that time I will be just sitting in lecture physically but mentally on what I will be saying to her in  break ....

now there are two paradox which can happen on my future tommorow. ..

1>  (  paradox my happen that maybe she will sit with me in those first two lectures nd something happens that make my mood change or like that )

2> ( another paradox my happen that anyone of my classmate say something nd distrub my mind )

but If it continues like what I am dreaming or thinking about without any paradox happening I will get 20 min break to talk to her...

so where I am going to start .... now thats the problem becoze whatever we think or want to say , on that very momemts that all depend on the circumstance but still my mind just cant stop thinking. ...

maybe I will ask her what image she has on her mind about me  ( this question is due to all past experience or past talk we have or time spent.... nd I need to know what she had in her mind)

and I will give her some hint like do u think I like u or do u think I am not talking to u like we before do or u think that i just think a lot nd just stup nd get lost ( i hope she dont say that but I really need to know ) or u think I am just a mental person ( paglu ) like that...

before saying all this I know I will say something like , there was something , I don't know where to start or should I say or not ... like all this rubbish things....

but whatever she reply I dont know what whats goona be the next part but what I need to tell I am writing here , that doesn't matter If I will say or not , I just need to take it out in best way I can do ( I.e. writing it ).

I want to say , I dont know is it normal or not but I think a lot about you... whenver we dont talk it feel like that something is left in college nd my whole body want that tommorow comes really fast nd I can see u again nd say something. .....

I dont know why but whenever you shake hand with me nd do the same with some other peson I feel like I am also like that person to u.... this doesnt happen for handshake but many more things like the fun u do with me or if u talk the same way with other I feel like that...

I don't know why but whenever I see towards u In hope or just want u to say hiii or just the way u make ur eyebro up .... but dont get any response like that I started feeling low or like is something happen or I start getting irritated tooo....

I dont know why but whenever I say these  things like I need to talk to u or tell u something like this I feel cheap becoz i never listen this things from u so It made me feel why the hell I am thinking all that...

I dont know why but whenver these all thing happen I started ignoring or start talking as much less I can  becoz I fear may be if this things happen  i will start feeling all that again nd i It will again come to square one ... i know u dont have any intension or u even dont know thats happening ( but that's the most worst feeling that u dont know )

I dont know whether I will get a chance to say all this or even I can say this...

I don't know what will be her reaction nd what she think about me after listening this but I just dont want her to have any wrong image of me or think anything rubbish about me

I myself don't know what was all that but maybe the best way to know is by her only....

-- Prateek Kumar agarwal ( thats me ;-) )

Tuesday, 19 April 2016

Random thought ( 7 )

Everyone can learn but not by the same way or method nd not on the same time...
-- Prateek Kumar agarwal ( thats me ;-) )

Monday, 18 April 2016

Just can't stop

This happen  many months before but today also when it comes in mind as a image nd automatically converted in a short clip make me simile.....
I am attending my regular lecture like always nd its our first lecture of day nd sir just enter the class and start the lecture nd after some she enter ..... I just take a look on her as she enter nd I am lost.... ( dont know but today she is looking different , in other words beautiful then other days) ..... I dont know why but everytime I saw her during that lecture I feel diverted nd I just dont know why cant stop my neck to turn towards her.... ( but it feel good ) ..... so like a small child or my childish behavior come out nd to focus I put my hand in side of face to cover my eyesight toward her.... I somehow now cant see her but doing such a thing make feel good nd somewhat idiot too.....
that what happen nd now whenver that clip play on my mind or I think of that short momement I just dont stop it nd just lost on that nd loose all my  problems nd just simile

-- Prateek Kumar agarwal ( thats me ;-) )

Random thought ( 6 )

Every search begins with beginner's luck. And every search ends with the victor's being severely tested
-- Paulo Coelho (The Alchemist )

Sunday, 17 April 2016

17 April, 2016

The day doesn't start on good note....
I wake up late becoz the ring to alaram doesn't reach my ear nd due to that I myself wakeup at 5:30 am instead of 5:00. This all happen becoz my bro close the alaram as it ring.....
but there is no worry becoz today is holiday of college so I dont get late or anything like that. ..
After that I continue may workout seesion with last almost 50 min.
the diet which I took today in morning really make me feel that my daily dose is really increase ....
I eat 3 bannana ( where else it was tough for me to even eat 2 ) with 1 bowl of milk nd cornflak with some of almonds nd 2 slice of brown bread.
yeah it was really a nice dose which I eat .
Till that clock has reach 8:00 am nd I dont what i done in another 2 hour becouz now I show clock there is 10:00 am on it which make me surprised that did I become still or time just make a really fast run.. whatever....
today to get my body a tough look I put oil over it and rub my hole body ( in hindi its called malish) ....  then go for bath to remove lazziness nd this oil too....
yes I really feel my skin glow now....
during mid day I took scooty nd get out for ride ... it was really hot outside but after taking a half an hour ride I return...
Now the tension of ppt started again but I don't feel like doing it... nd I start watching naruto series with my sister nd time sweep very fast but still no feel of ppt....
but as time come to 8:00 automatically i stood up nd start working on ppt... ( becoz my mind know this was too late to ignore since I need to give seminar tommorow) .
completed my ppt and a feeling of realaxation come within...
today I eat a lot nd may be due to that my stomach is upset now....
then after taking dinner I get to sleep
today was not the best day but hope tommorow gonna be better

-- Prateek Kumar agarwal ( thats me ;-) )

Random thought ( 5 )

when life knock us down  it depends on us to choose whether to back down or not
- from movie ( The karate kid)

Saturday, 16 April 2016

16 April, 2016

today also start with a good note .
As the alaram rang on 5:00 am i got up nd get fresh nd put my shoe nd leave house for jogging nd continue the same time period of yesterday becoz it will take some time for body to adpate . after 15 min I return nd start doing workout which last aprox 40  min.... After that I became somewhat lazy nd get to bed but dont sleep just hanging on bed nd after doing what I always regreat after its done I loose to wakup from from bed nd  just sleep... but that didnt make my mental state bad.... exercise is making me sleep nd some other things too...
After I wakeup I feel real hungry so I eat some of chapatti nd also got a message from dad that I need to go to somewhere .. so around 1:00 pm I get a bath to remove my laziness and it get away too...
then I feel great becoz after that I went towards my book and get a step forward becoz I dont only open book but read a topic also ... that make me feel good becoz I am not feeling to study that time but even I studied .... but I need to improve it becoz no longer I will feel happy about just opening the book...
After that I dress up to go out of house on maa scooty nd mid way I pickup dad for the  place dad told me about to go.....
we had great lunch there and on return I drop dad to his office nd get to home.. ( I feel great I learnt to ride scooty nd now I am able to take him on it without falling)..
Another thing  that make me feel great is that I didn't get lazy to make my ppt for presentation on college seminar.... ( I know that becoz every time i do this work on last day nd get a lot of tension so yes i feel great nd nice about myself)..
Dad nd mom need to do go  to attend some community function so there was a discussion about who goona go with them becoz It will be late on returning from there.. . ( I have no problem on going but on scooty I dont know why but u can understand that when one learn new thing they become a habitual of it ).... finally it was decided that mom nd dad are going.
after they gone I feel litte bored so I start watching movie ( the revenant ) .... in staring I got sleepy but afterwards it seem interesting ... just  30  min movie left nd mom nd dad arrived nd need to close the computer before they see ( u now they will think i didn't go becoz I need to watch movie or all that stuff parents say )....
but don't woory that part I will be seeing tommorow. ...
nd after doing some chitchat with mom I get to bed around 11:00 pm ...
today  was better nd hope tommorow will be more

-- Prateek Kumar agarwal ( thats me ;-) )

Friday, 15 April 2016

15 April, 2016

The day start with a very good note....
Alarm set for 5 am ring on time and as the tone of alarm reach my ear within a sec I jump off my bed (  its been a while I wake up In single time without yawning or covering my face with blanket ) ....
becoz I know that from today the challenge which I set up should be meet...
as soon as I wake up I dress up with my sports shoe nd  ready myself to start my first exercise day ( after a long gap)...
within 15 min. I get out of house for runining and return soon ( since I am not in that much habbit but I will soon )...
then in home workout started which take total of 40 min with meditation at last.
I feel great after workout becoz it bring energy and make me feel alive and active..
then started my search for a healthy diet plan on net becoz exercise nd diet are equally important. ...
dont get  much information but still know that I need to eat more than I normally eat, nd what I did in my breakfast ..
today is religious day so I need to go to temple with family so I need to get ready . In mean while I also feel great becoz I am less lazy becoz I am doing all the work mom says without ignoring or say no to them...
time came to visit temple and it was great .... there is a natural wave in religious places.
returning home we all take a walk from temple to home which make me a little tired ... so as soon we reach home I hit the bed i just sleeped....
after waking up there a lot of things to do but something just divert me from that nd I just get a mislead on my path and it continues but controlling that I contiue may work and in evening I dont lost my hope of studies becoz I took the book and sit down to study although I didn't but after so many days just having a feeling of focus is good ....
the time for dinner came nd there also I dont get lazy do some of my mom work...
today went well as compared to what the past days were .... feel great nd somewhat satisfied ( but I need to remove somewhat and make it completely satisfied)...
soon time will come..
hope next day will bring more. ....

-- Prateek Kumar agarwal ( thats me ;-) )

Thursday, 14 April 2016

Random thought ( 4 )

Frndship is all about giving without expecting anything in return.....
-- Prateek Kumar agarwal ( thats me ;-) )

At last she know

This is a temporary... after few year path will be different.... I know the truth but still it hurtssss..
I regret why it happen but I think it suppose to happen like that..
Whenever the things that want to be said  nd it remained unsaid nd it cant reach the person it feel really bad.
I think In last what's goona remain to be left is memories of sweet nd bitter....
What I ask is just that it should reach so atlast I know that SHE KNOW

-- Prateek Kumar agarwal ( thats me ;-) )

Pattern of Life

Life is not the same everyday .... some time it could be the best day nd maybe just another day won't be the best but worst.... so life is like these in past also nd future also I will not change its patterns so it depend on every individual that how they react ....
Even In bad times just know that pattern gonna repeat so chill yaar .... yeah it is tough but if hope was there u will never loose.... because just as u know PATTERN GOONA REPEAT

-- Prateek Kumar agarwal ( thats me ;-) )

DOn't regreat

Whenever anyone want help they can ask dont urself think that why that person is in problem...... it can be like that some other factors affecting there mood so dont make  assumptions by urself.
Dont think of the things that havent occured till now becoz it is not like that which we r making things to go in future will always goes that way so why to give ur mind load of future just enjoy the way life is currently going...whatever happen face it nd why always to think which even doesn't happened till. Whenver u start thinking dont let it take over u becoz when u go in deep nd make it interesting u feel to think more about it so go deep... shake ur mind
Nd even if something happens in present nd u think I can undo it or I can say something else In that time so current stiuation will be different .... just relax u cant change it nd dont regreat for that becoz it may be like that u havent relaize that situation that time becoz of which u havent responsed welll.
Nd If u feel  that it may affect  another dont do that just put ur point and baki sab bad me jaye just dont regreat for that later even if u havent .... but start saying thats what is needed

-- Prateek Kumar agarwal ( thats me ;-) )

Random thought ( 3 )

First accept who u r nd then try for how u needed to be accepted as
-- Prateek Kumar agarwal ( thats me ;-) )

Random thought ( 2 )

Life is tough when people make it nd it becomes tougher when we accept what they make for us
-- Prateek Kumar agarwal ( thats me ;-) )

Random thought ( 1 )

I dont like to be one of them ... I like to be THE ONLY ONE

-- Prateek Kumar agarwal ( thats me ;-) )